its not everyday that you get a message from your singnificant other all the way across the globe to tell you she almost died.

details aside, what it does is that it shocks you into imagining this whole other virtual realm in your head, living alone without him/her. It'd have been better if she had dumped you for another guy, because at least she's still alive. But to have her leave abruptly whilst madly in love is yet another experience. For those who're attached, maybe you could spend maybe 30secs pondering about this.

Was at this wonderful relaxing stayover at laur's place (where i surprisingly had a damn good sleep) when i got the msg from stef. The moment I read it my heart just felt as if it collapsed like a white dwarf into a pin-sized black hole. Not exactly an experience I'll want to go through again. Relief came though in the form of realisation that she is safe now.

And I've decided to stop teasing stef about how I'm gonna die in 20yrs time and make her all sad and upset.

To my dearest baby: I really appreciate all that we have very much and promise I'll try my best to live to at least 70 =)


All I want for X'mas is stef back from Italy in one piece safely. (though coming in just a frilly red ribbon with creamy pasta will be that teeny tad better =) )